Daddy’s Elusive Love

I spent my whole life seeking it,
wrecking, reeking, eking it,
in hydra-headed phalluses;
in aliases & pal-louses;
in papapapapaMedusas;
in mirrors & seducers.

I looked for it in boxers,
in the dumps of ten detoxes,
in the roll of rundown rockers,
in anal & banal boys.

I slept with legions
in every single region;
I made love to none;
loved only one.

But it all goes back to Daddy:
Daddy, I’m your caddy;
I know you wanted a laddy;
sorry I wasn’t a lady.

Family history
is largely hysterical mystery.
This old cold sold blow hold on me
is moldy geneaology

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